Thursday, October 19, 2006



Long time no see.
Man I love this place. A space all to myself. The only one in this house as a matter of fact.
Its great....
Then I get this rude awakening!!!
Believe me when you here it. They are about to take our space. Yes the only one dedicated to normal people like you and I. The only place where we can truly express ourselves and guess whose getting it?
Try the pollititions and Celebes that own every other dammed page on the internet that is not owned by a business.
I cant believe with all the pages that they have that they could actually be serious about taking our space.
Not cool...

Its like this adsence I have to pay double tax to use it cause I'm a foriener they made me sign this form to say that it can be sent overseas. But now they refuse to pay because I'm a foriener.
I have one thing to say to those bureaucrats!!!
Don't come to Australia!!!!!!
We pay the taxes of the Americans when they come here. We pay double tax to go to America cause we have to pay for their free tax ride. Then we also get double tax again for your imports to our country while they don't pay for it to go out. The worse bit is that they have bullied us till nearly all our au companies are owned by them. So the money keeps leaving this country.
Where does that money go to you ask. To a Swiss bank account for the USA company directors and there big mansions.
And now they tell me that I cant get a little bit of that back because I'm not from USA. Despite the fact that I still have to pay 70% tax on that!!!
Come on give the little bloke a fair go. Would you like us to withdraw our SAS troops that have been doing all the hard work for you against our will. Man that would sux. Its well known without our troops you don't stand a hope in hell.

And just for the record I'm not racist. I'm a very multicultural person with a very unique backgound.
Something a lot of Americans would be able to relate to.

Anyway....

School has started again. For me that means less money spent on day care for the kids it means, and I quote.... " I don't want to go to school. But mum! I don't want to go...." Followed by the bathroom door being locked. Bit like when they get on there back like a cockroach that has just been sprayed and is dying. Kicking the legs and screaming because they cant get there own way.
Why is that?? I stand there in absolute amazement when they do that. Don't get it.
Neither do they though apparently because if they did they would make themselves look so foolish. Its not going to achieve anything right? Because we don't give in.

Sam has been having a terrible time with his disability at the moment. They need a carer for him at school but they are not willing to give him one and they don't have the funding. We have a major shortage in the public school system with the government privatized everything.
Not good... He was nearly expelled because he cant handle school.
This makes it very hard not having a partner anymore and no family. I now have to run an add to see if anyone is willing to be on call to watch him if he does loose it.
I have to work to pay the bills. I've been warned that this is to stop by my boss because I cant have him with me at work. They wont allow it.
Its times like this I wish I had a family that was there for me and I wish that I had a husband that did the right thing by me. I hate being alone.

Antonio is walking now... yeay..... yep its true. His what... 14mths old now and finally walking. The cheeky baba also likes to tell everyone to "get" and "out". He loves his cars too. Pushes them around all the time. Hasn't quiet mastered the running yet, but that's not far away.

Ben's been doing his newspaper drops and hates doing it. But is beginning to work out that he can get money to buy what ever he wants. Tells me he don't want to do it any more ( I do most of it) but he wont stop till he has brought this and this and this. The list is getting bigger. I'll let you know when the list has run out.

Rose and Josh are doing great they are doing well at school.
Joshs manners when we go shopping are improving. Which is a good thing. Sam showed signs of improvement with this too.
Round of a clap for this effort. Now next time with luck it will be better.
It sounds bad I know but I'm keeping it real. We all had to learn at some stage to go shopping. Some learn quick, others like those two boys take awhile. How many times have we seen parents walk out and leave there shopping because of toilet training or a tantrum.
No one is immune.

On a personal level I have been sick for a few days now. Went to the docs and have to get more tests. They picked up a irreguarity in my heart beat so I have to get more tests.
I've been at work and missed out on work today. I love going to work.
Not cool!! Don't see very many people and I hate being on my own. My few friends are from the net. I don't have many of those either. But anyways.
One day maybe Ill get to go out more and meet people and maybe get married like I wanted to with my ex right.
In the mean time the only person I can count on is myself.
If I'm going to ever get a house to live in or a van I have to work my fingers to the bone. Just like my ancestors did.
Well I got to go now. More pamphlet and newspaper runs to be done. They don't wait for sick people.

Till next time... Ciao